An Intimate Beginning of a End

This is totally different from what you may or may not come here for. I have realized I miss the part of me that would write for hours, forming poetry or short stories to go with my favorite memories. For days, I have been going over and over these next words I am going to … Continue reading An Intimate Beginning of a End →

Always Catching up

I am always catching up. My readers, my friends, how are you? I wonder sometimes how people can really enjoy being alone. I use to value time alone but now; I am alone a lot. For the first time I have noticed, loneliness is situational. I can be alone as of right now, the phone … Continue reading Always Catching up →

A Spring Memory

I lived exactly 8 miles from both towns in either direction,

Love Yourself

I left that period of my life a confident woman. I loved my hands on my body, I wondered if this was like being like other women, the ability to walk around wondering who was attracted to me

Valentine Lesson

Thus, I learned this valuable lesson…

Diary 101 #8: The Things People Say

I made a huge decision to start deleting the fake accounts' and the accounts that were from other countries that just would not stop with the DM’s. If you’re on social media and a woman, you already know what I’m talking about. I will be the first one to admit that sometimes you can bond … Continue reading Diary 101 #8: The Things People Say →

Diary 101 – #7

Taking a few moments to write down my thoughts in my journal. Dear Diary, I used to start all my diary entries that way. Like my diary was a magical person. Thankfully I know God hears my entries. Which in a way is good and, in a way, not so great? Makes me a little … Continue reading Diary 101 – #7 →

Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back…

When I say my mind never stops, I mean it. The last few days I have really been stuck in the mindscape of why: Why was I the way I was in my teens? I'd love to ask the people that knew me then why exactly did they treat me or not treat me like … Continue reading Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back… →

Diary 101 – Blog Entry #5

Thanksgiving memories 2021 I am 43 this Thanksgiving. It seems strange to write those words. I am not sure if this is a me thing but I remember my mom's 40th birthday and this is the age at which I picture her the most. So, me being 43 seemed unreal. Thanksgiving this year made me … Continue reading Diary 101 – Blog Entry #5 →

Diary 101 – blog entry 4: The Heavy Weight of Weight

I haven’t journaled in so long, and I feel that by avoiding journaling, it is a way for me to hide from myself. Here is the topic for today…I’m going to talk about weight. Yes, that topic. I maintained a weight of 425 for a long time, longer than any other number on the scale. … Continue reading Diary 101 – blog entry 4: The Heavy Weight of Weight →