Recently I was shocked by the idea of someone not knowing what I was about by looking at my feed. I thought it to be clear and then I took a closer look at myself. I tried to not look at it from my perspective but to see what others see instead. Yes, at first … Continue reading How Do You See Me?
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Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back…
When I say my mind never stops, I mean it. The last few days I have really been stuck in the mindscape of why: Why was I the way I was in my teens? I'd love to ask the people that knew me then why exactly did they treat me or not treat me like … Continue reading Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back…
My “One Day” Dream
Sometimes we have dreams that will never come true. Sometimes we have dreams that form from life events, and sometimes we have dreams that we share and they come to be. As time goes by, more and more my heart grows for others. Being online and in the public eye, people reach out to me … Continue reading My “One Day” Dream
A Look Back on 2021
Did 2021 even happen? To some of us, 2021 was the great entry back into life from the 2020 shutdown, for others it was just an extension to 2020. For me personally not too much changed. Ok nothing changed except maybe I went easier on the boys and Jeremy about baths, hand washing, and germ … Continue reading A Look Back on 2021
New Year’s Resolutions
Boy, how did we get here? If I am truthful, I do not even remember last New years eve. I’m pretty sure that means it was not extraordinary. New Year’s Eve was only ever a big thing because of fireworks. In the south all major holidays are celebrated by poor people spending a crap ton … Continue reading New Year’s Resolutions
Therapy 101
Have you ever been to group therapy? Well at the beginning of a session they make you, or rather I should say ask you, to sign or agree to a confidentiality policy where you do not discuss what goes on in the group. OH BOY… It is tragic that I can not talk about what … Continue reading Therapy 101
Everyone Is Pregnant
*Content Warning - Pregnancy and Loss* The worst feelings for me have been the feelings I cannot humanly do anything about. For most of my life the word “someday” always gave me hope. Having been pregnant at least twice but miscarried gave me hope. Being married and living the life I thought God desired for … Continue reading Everyone Is Pregnant
Holiday Survival Tips
No matter if you have a large family or a small one, chances are you have less than positive feelings about spending the entire day under one roof with your family or at least parts of your family. Over the years I have had different experiences with this and maybe I can offer some advice. … Continue reading Holiday Survival Tips
Christmas Fun
What is my favorite holiday? Christmas, duh What is my must have Christmas side? Sweet potato casserole HAM OR TURKEY? HAM for Christmas Dress up or PJ’s? I have done both and they equally have an aesthetic I can be down with. Favorite all time Christmas gift? My bald Cabbage patches. Harry is the one … Continue reading Christmas Fun
Christmas Memories
I thought I would write here a few more of my favorite Christmas moments. One Christmas, I had to be 9 or 10, and this was the great year of Cabbage Patch dolls. I honestly did not think I would get one because they were super expensive for my family. Well, I accidentally opened a … Continue reading Christmas Memories
Finding Evie 