How old is old? When you look in the mirror and see your mother? Myself next to my Mom Birth to 17- Fear/responsibility/Fear/being a child 18-24- Feelings of Depression/loss/immaturity living like there was no tomorrow/size crippled me to not living 24 – 31- hope for the future/getting my education/falling in love/moving to a new place/losing … Continue reading Let’s Talk (Fat Talk & Age Talk)
Category: Aging
Happy (3rd) Anniversary To Me!
Here we are on March 25, 2022. To you, this date may not mean too much but to me, it is the day that I officially began this blog. 3 years ago I was so scared and so in awe of how my boyfriend had so much faith in me that he bought me my … Continue reading Happy (3rd) Anniversary To Me!
Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back…
When I say my mind never stops, I mean it. The last few days I have really been stuck in the mindscape of why: Why was I the way I was in my teens? I'd love to ask the people that knew me then why exactly did they treat me or not treat me like … Continue reading Diary 101 #6 – Thinking back…
Everyone Is Pregnant
*Content Warning - Pregnancy and Loss* The worst feelings for me have been the feelings I cannot humanly do anything about. For most of my life the word “someday” always gave me hope. Having been pregnant at least twice but miscarried gave me hope. Being married and living the life I thought God desired for … Continue reading Everyone Is Pregnant
What A Fall Does To An Infinifat Body
Most of you probably know but I had a fall. By the time you’re reading this it will be two weeks ago now. It was a day like any other except I had gone out to my physical therapy appointment to get more fittings done for my lipedema/lymphedema treatments, and was returning home. Jeremy had … Continue reading What A Fall Does To An Infinifat Body
Is 40 the new 30? What is a number and why do we put so much into what age we are?
I have lived here 3 years and my very friendly next-door lady has been very kind to me. For some reason I have not been my normal self and went for the immediate connection (I'll explain more on this later). We're in year 3 of friendship now, and I am just now beginning to warm … Continue reading Is 40 the new 30? What is a number and why do we put so much into what age we are?
Finding Evie 