I am always catching up. My readers, my friends, how are you? I wonder sometimes how people can really enjoy being alone. I use to value time alone but now; I am alone a lot. For the first time I have noticed, loneliness is situational. I can be alone as of right now, the phone … Continue reading Always Catching up
Tag: Mental Health
Missing Home
Hello my friends, It has been a few months since I have tested the keys for inspiration. I am not sure I have anything inspiring to type today but I am ready to catch you all up on what findingevie has been up to. I am constantly blown away that people remind me that they … Continue reading Missing Home
February/ Faith /Feelings/ Ramble
Every February I talk about my papaw and our pack to be forever Valentines. This year it hit me he has been gone for 15 years and my Nana has been gone for 26 years. She has been gone more years than I had with her. I was only 18 when she passed. Is this … Continue reading February/ Faith /Feelings/ Ramble
A little catching up
Welcome friends… and I imagine foes. New Years has made my heart open to finally moving on. For a long time now, I have missed a life that I cannot go back to. I miss an age that is by far gone. I miss a health that has always been crap but less crappy. The … Continue reading A little catching up
Birthday Thinking State of Mind.
Sweet Baby Jesus, how did I get to be 44 and a few hours away from 45? Obviously, that is a rhetorical question, but is it? There would be many things I could list here. I will try to keep it to the funniest Let us name a few, shall we… Being born- I was … Continue reading Birthday Thinking State of Mind.
A Whale of a Story by a Whale …
The Whale… A Whale of a Story by a Whale … When first previews of The Whale surfaced, I can imagine more than just I was feeling conflicted feelings for what would be a soon-to-be Oscar-winning film. Many assumptions were being had, such as this could only be a poorly written, 600-lb life/fat hate movie. … Continue reading A Whale of a Story by a Whale …
March
Happy March Beauties. Old photo but it's appropriate for the month! I do not know what March holds. How is it March already? Time just refuses to get back to normal for me. Since September everything has been weird, and difficult. Sitting around literally waiting for it to be ok to walk. Mentally I’m a … Continue reading March
The movie “The Fall Out” and my emotions
I recently watched “The Fall Out” it was about a girl that had experienced being in a school shooting. It proceeds to explain about this girl, her family, and her friends and the adjustments that had to be made, and how they each took the knowledge that this terrible thing could happen to them or … Continue reading The movie “The Fall Out” and my emotions
Catch Up w/ Evie
A little catch-up with me. Not hard to do as I am still not supposed to weigh bear on my foot. This entire concept has been stupid. Am I really supposed to stay in bed for 3 entire months? I mean look at me my size is not allowing me to get on crutches and … Continue reading Catch Up w/ Evie
More On September: National Suicide Prevention Month
As I mentioned in an earlier blog, September is National Suicide Prevention Month as well as Self Improvement Month. I wanted to share more on my story as well as the story of how this affected a close friend of mine from the past. *Trigger warning – Talk of suicide, self-harm, and death Suicide prevention … Continue reading More On September: National Suicide Prevention Month