This is totally different from what you may or may not come here for. I have realized I miss the part of me that would write for hours, forming poetry or short stories to go with my favorite memories. For days, I have been going over and over these next words I am going to publish. I hope that you, my readers, will be kind in reliving feelings that I need to place in a box for safekeeping.
Letting the water hit me in the face,
My mind wandering,
I want to run screaming from the disaster I find myself in.
I want to know why nothing can be easy, why always so complicated.
Then my mind shifts, what comes next.
Waiting for me a man,
he wants to devour me
Is that the word he used?
Even Now my mind goes lazily back to that moment the water begun to change,
It would only be a short time now…
the water is not hot anymore it’s my sign to go.
The excitement of anticipation, it’ had been so long that I gave of myself, knowing what I wanted in return.
I can’t recall what happened next but I can recall what mattered…
We found our way tucked into bed,
not even able to imaging what was to come.
Invisible barriers were being torn down one by one,
Riding the ride, grasping to hold on to reality, knowing it had for past gone
His kisses, licks, taste was the magic that sealed my fate.
I love you I love you I love you I cry out…
Head thrown back Bodies moving as one
The need rises and rises till all I could hear was his moans, my desperate cries
Gasping for air his body crumbles, nothing ever again will be the same.
Walls were torn down, promises made, love was sealed…
Too bad it was only the beginning to the end.
Finding Evie 